"I am so tired of just surviving!" I cried as hot, stinging tears rolled down my face.

"When am I ever going to get my big break???" I cried some more.

My friend sat there beside me, taking it all in. I could tell her mind was spinning as she tried to find the words to say to me.

In that moment, on that very day, I made a commitment to myself that I was no longer going to just survive. I was going to thrive!

Although so many things in my life were going well, there was still that small part that somehow consumed me and hijacked my thoughts. "What am I not doing enough of? Where am I still hiding? How much more do I need to expand, shift, transform? When is it ever going to feel more than enough?"

Those were thoughts that consumed me for three weeks straight.

I had hit a wall in my business.

The well of creativity had dried up and I felt empty inside.Almost broken. Almost irreparable.

That day I made a commitment to myself that I would no longer just survive.

I was ready to do whatever it took.

I blamed lack of money for my situation. I blamed lack of clients for my situation. I blamed not having a decent workspace to let my creativity flow. Worst of all, I blamed myself. BADLY.

I had been holding on to a lot of shame and guilt for deciding to quit my job on a whim. For not being where I thought I needed to be. For investing way more than what I was bringing in. I kept looking for that magic pill. The magic coach. The magic course. The magic formula that would break my curse of almost reaching the point of thriving, just to fall back into surviving.

I cursed the universe for making me believe that I had a purpose and that if I followed that purpose, I would be blessed with prosperity, flowing creativity, and a thriving business that would transform people's lives. But all I would get were these glimpses that lasted very shortly. I made threats, too, that I would let all this go, this dream of being an entrepreneur that rocked people's lives, and I would go back to a job. I didn't care, although, deep inside I was screaming for a sign that something major would shift.  

The sign came one day, in the midst of praying. A voice inside of me that said, "This is old programming. It doesn't serve you anymore."    

I knew what it meant. All the stories I had been telling myself of not being enough, or not doing enough were old language, old programming, and old paradigm that I had looped back into.

I made a commitment to myself that I was no longer going to struggle. With. Anything.

And so I went into this journey of self-forgiveness.I journaled daily about the things I felt guilty about and would then release them and reframe my story to a more empowering one. I did this for weeks.

And that led me to start living totally beyond my comfort zone, in ways that made my stomach turn until I got used to it. Then I would step outside the boundaries a little more. Stretching. Growing. Expanding.

And I was led to gather my steps through this journey and I started to look at every area of my life where I was still playing small. And I upleveled. I upleveled to where I am today. Thriving. I am thriving in my learnings. I am thriving in my truth. I am thriving in my purpose. I am thriving in my commitment to my happiness. I am thriving in living totally beyond my comfort zone. I am thriving in my commitment to create breakthroughs for women so they can fucking get out of survival and into thriving!

And this brings me to what I have been led to create to take you there. A teaching that will help you get out of the conversations in your head about having to make it all be fucking perfect before you can be yourself and thrive and have a thriving life and business.

A teaching that will help you start believing in yourself and your gifts so that you can thrive and have a thriving life and business.   

A teaching that will give you the biggest paradigm shift in that head of yours so you can start thriving and having a thriving life and business.

A teaching that will give you access to YOU, your wisdom, your power so you can thrive and have a thriving life and business.

A teaching that will set you on fire so that you never have to be stopped again by your insecurities, your fears, your need to be a good girl so you can be liked and feel like you matter.

If you are ready, and I'm seriously only playing with people who are invested and are committed to themselves (even if you are scared you will know you're ready because you will feel that deep calling inside of you), then I invite you to join me for 8 weeks and experience the SHIFT. Possibly the biggest shift of your life. Are you ready to discover what this teaching will offer you and how you can join me? Great, then please click HERE to get started.The early bird special ends tomorrow, but if you're serious and committed and need to wait a few days to sign up, I am happy to work with you and honor the special offer until Friday. But you do need to reach out to me and let me know. You need to invest in yourself in order to get the most of out of this teaching.

Here's to you THRIVING in your LIFE and BUSINESS!