August 2016 Newsletter

There was no July newsletter in case you were wondering. My June trip to the Casa triggered a major life change and a huge shift for me in healing old patterns. I experienced a "dark night of the soul" that was part of my soul contract. I had no idea I was about to hit rock bottom and be shook to my core in June.

As readers noticed, the June newsletter was very fear based and not like me at all. My path into darkness began mid-May. I know now that Dr Augusto did NOT channel anything via Nancy and the psychic attack information given to me for the June newsletter was from her alone. I allowed myself to follow her into a time of fear that greatly affected my June group attendees and also some of my meditation group attendees.

People come to the Casa for all sorts of reasons. Some show up not knowing they have low level entity attachments that are manipulating, controlling and getting them to do their dirty work and also making them sick. Although I was not compromised spiritually or energetically, Nancy was and still is. Low level entity attachments can jump off a person outside the Casa gate and then back on a person so that the Spirit/Entity incorporated in John of God cannot detect it when they go in line. I experienced up close and personal just how a person being led by "entity" possession will use that person, without them knowing it, to do harm and cause confusion and fear in those around them. 

I was compromised mentally and emotionally before the trip as you could tell if you read the June newsletter. Things got much worse at the Casa. I lived in paranoia and confusion with Nancy leading the way. After this experience, I can empathize with anyone following a charismatic cult leader who manipulates, controls, praises and then beats down their followers. This happened to me for 3 weeks at the Casa. Friends knew something was wrong with me but couldn't get to me because I was never alone. After 4 days back at home, my friends Tom and Katie Hirt bathed me in so much love over the phone that I snapped out of my fear state, cried, got angry and asked "What the hell happened and why?"  The message given to Tom was "If someone goes into fear, spirit cannot override their free will."

The experience at the Casa nearly devastated me emotionally, mentally and spiritually but I bounced back even stronger on my path. However, it did devastate me financially after giving refunds to group members who switched to another guide when I was not able to fulfill my duties in additional to some rather large unforeseen expenses as a result of my actions during this time. Someday when I am ready, I will write the chapter "Dark Night of the Soul" and give more details about what I went through. Now it is time for me to heal and put the trauma behind me. I was shaken to my core. The only way for me to survive and thrive is to move to Pennsylvania where housing is cheaper and I have many loving and supportive friends and clients. I am done struggling.

Crystal Bed Healing
My friends Peggy and Maria came over the Saturday 2 July to sit current while I got on my crystal bed. I was still anxious after everything I had been through and needed support. We all dressed in white. Twix and Milo also lay in my healing space to be in the energy for their own healing. They also were traumatized by my experience. The first 10-15 minutes of healing I felt intense heat and then warmth all over. My energetic body was totally depleted. The session ended when the 65 minute CD ended. My friend Peggy saw two spirits frantically working on me. Both Peggy and Maria felt intense current energy going through them while they held the healing space for me. I used my crystal bed for the next 6 days to continue my healing. During one session, I intended to release the guilt over failing as a guide with my group. I literally felt work being done in my brain during that session and the guilt was permanently gone. All sessions were 65 minutes long. I began to feel balanced.

VA Beach Expo
On 9-10 July weekend, I went to Virginia Beach for a 2-day expo. I did not travel with the crystal bed.  Instead, I offered 20 minute Magnified Healing sessions to introduce people to some of my work as a healer and teacher. It is time I introduce people to this modality to prepare for ascension and healing self or others. My friend Bill Sanda who heals through the Akashic Records was also a vendor. He told me on Saturday morning that St. Ignatius, Dr. Augusto and Dr. Cruz asked him to send me distant healing on Friday. He did and at the end of Saturday's event (very low traffic expo), he was guided to work on me again. This time I was present for the 15 minute session and learned that my "dark night of the soul" experience allowed me to heal very old past life patterns of doubt and lack. Everyone that was affected by my experience signed up for it on a soul level and would learn lessons, even the so-called "perpetrator." The weekend ended up being a healing weekend for me between swimming in the ocean Friday night, Bill's help and the vendor from New York next to me who helped cut the mental cords from the trauma that were troubling me. I only had 3 clients each day but the trip was worth it for my own healing. I also had the fun synchronicity of reuniting with a former volleyball friend Kyla who went with me to Carnaval in Brazil in 2000. For years she lived within 5 minutes of me and now lives with her husband and twins in VA Beach. I spent Sunday evening with Kyla and her family. It was a wonderful reconnection.

Trance Reading
On Wed 13 July, thanks to a generous friend, I received a trance reading with Rev Steven Woods at the Arlington Metaphysical Chapel. I needed to speak directly with my guides and clarify what I had learned and understood from my traumatic experience. My three guides Dr. Cruz, Chief Tall Bonnet and St Malachy spoke to me for about 36 minutes. I spent a lot of time speaking to Dr. Cruz about what happened and my intuitions about it. He verified my intuitions and gave me even more clarity, telling me that I was even stronger than I realized. I have a better understanding of the Casa as well. Chief Tall Bonnet stated that I would be very happy and at peace with my new home in Pennsylvania. Malachy is in charge of finding the new home for me and my dogs. All are protecting me and explained that many new energies will come after the move. My healing will continue and my spiritual work will expand.

Annapolis Expo
On Sunday 17 July, I attended the Illuminate Annapolis expo in Maryland. Bill was there and asked how I was doing. Tom and Katie were in the booth next to me doing readings. Perfect! I had 5 clients for 20 minute Magnified Healing sessions. Everyone felt the powerful yet gentle energy and had tangible results. Some of my MD hosts for crystal bed events attended and were very supportive of my move to PA.

Summary
I sense I will be in PA by September. With everything happening, I have cancelled the September trip to Brazil but will return with a group in December. I must give time for me, Twix and Milo to get settled in our new home and heal for a few months. I am still seeing clients for crystal bed sessions at my house. Instead of going several times a month to PA (Gettysburg, York, Lemoyne, Harrisburg) for crystal bed events, I will be bring my crystal bed back to MD/VA areas with my hosts here once a month after I am settled.

I quickly forgave those who hurt me since it only held me back from healing. I pray those I inadvertently hurt while I was in my dark night will allow their own healing as well and allow forgiveness for my mistakes. I could have chosen to crumble and stay down with what happened to me, but I got back up stronger than before and more determined to follow my path. I am excited about the move and the freedom it will give me on many levels. I've been in my house for 14 years. It's time to go and allow for new adventures and new beginnings.

All love!
Kathy