I don’t know about you, but I have a pretty good imagination. I get practice on a daily basis when I play “zoo†with my kids and, as zookeeper, get to clean cages, feed baby cheetahs, and toss fish to hungry sea lions. I don’t just imagine when I’m playing, though. I do a lot of imagining in my ordinary life, too. I love watching decorating shows thinking, “Maybe, if we just save my small paycheck for the next year, then we would have enough to buy furniture for the living room,†or “Wouldn’t it be fun to really work on our yard and make it look beautiful?â€
But then reality sets in:
“Hon, I went to the dentist today, and I have to get another filling.†“Kids, go tell Dad that the van won’t start.â€
And so even our best-laid plans are waylaid once again. Those imaginings? Poof! Left behind in dreamworld as the bills come in. In those times, I am not really on the same wavelength with the Apostle Paul who said, “I have learned the secret of being content in every situation.†Some days, I struggle with feeling content at all!
Having a husband who is a pastor doesn’t really bring in the big bucks, does it? Of course, most of us were aware of that going into our marriages, but that doesn’t change the worm of discontent that so often crawls into our hearts. We scrimp and we save and we coupon to put coupon queens to shame, and still, we are sometimes found wanting. Yes, wanting. Not only are we wanting more things, better things, but in God’s sight, we are found wanting. We fail to live up to his command to be content in every circumstance and to trust him to take care of all our needs. We forget just how much God has already given to each of us. We forget about Jesus, who was content to be born in a lowly manger, who was willing to live humbly as a carpenter’s son, and to travel in dusty sandals. We forget, too, about
the “immeasurably more†God has given to each of us when he sent his perfect one and only Son to the cross in our place. There, Jesus died for every sin of every person in the entire world. He died to forgive me for the times I have thought my many blessings are not enough. He died to forgive you for the times when you have turned away from a worldly dream, dejected, because some other expense had to come first.
What joy to know how much our God loves us, that, though we often fall into the sin of discontent, God is perfectly content (joyful even!) to call us his own. God truly has given us so much more than we can ever ask or imagine, so that, despite the bills, despite the wish list that goes unfulfilled, we have our greatest need granted, free of charge. Our sins have been forgiven! And, until we reach those glorious mansions of our heavenly home, we can rest content knowing that he who did not spare his own Son will also graciously give us all that we need to sustain us on our journey here below. What a gracious God we have!