"Remember that the heart is infinite
as you play with the finite constructs of the mind level.
As the frequencies emanating from Gaia
support pure creator beingness, the responsibility
becomes yours; how you direct that energy
for both your personal path & your service work.
Practice responsible creation,
& do not ruminate or stagnate in the old timeline
energies as they drop away. Move forward
with clarity, joy & an open heart
because so much is becoming available to us"
~ Sandra Walter
Trust begets trust.
Generosity begets generosity.
Love begets love.
Be the spark, especially when it's dark.
~ Notes from the Universe
It's a Sunday night
as I sit down to write this,
a time that has always felt inherently unstable
to me since childhood.
Simply, it was the bridge between
the domestic & the wild.
For the open-ended, non-regulated
time of the weekend
& the anxiety that came from being forced
back into the form & constrictions
of the school week.
I was just a kid.
I didn't think about it too much.
I don't which gave me more anxiety,
the unstructured intimacy with my family
(open-ended time with my parents
who I didn't really spend time with during the week)
or the fact that I knew that the freedom wasn't real,
that sooner or later I would have
to come back inside.
One of the many things we are learning
at this precarious time
(or re-learning)
is a new relationship with the wildness,
a new translation of freedom,
a new level of discomfort
with the definition of what it means
to be real & present.
We began this high intensity
eclipse season last Friday, February 10
with a Penumbral Lunar Eclipse.
It opened the window for soul lessons
that most of us would rather avoid,
I'm not gonna pretty it up for you.
In the next week,
as we prepare for the upcoming
New Moon Solar Eclipse
(next Sunday, February 26)
we have Mars in Aries
kicking up a shit storm with both Pluto & Uranus
& we will feel the need to bust up our prisons,
whatever that may mean to us personally.
You may already be feeling it.
We will also have the power of (often) repressed
(& burning with an irrepressible purifying rage)
feminine libidinal power of the asteroid Lilith
moving in Sagittarius this week.
More fire.
More kickass vibration.
No you will not keep baby in the corner.
EVER.
There is no avoiding it.
The only way out is through.
Ride it.
Smile.
This energy definitely won't work for you
if you still believe that once
opening up the wild
you are gonna have to go back inside
anytime soon,
so don't cling to old ideas of safety here.
Be brave.
You have to believe in the inherent safety
of the wildness.
You know, God & The Goddess,
The Truth of the Wildness.
Wow.
Believe.
In the precarious Goldilocks balance
where you are not trying too hard
& not phoning it in or avoiding
the only way through is to actually
welcome the wildness in,
& not resist,
stand strong but be flexible
(i.e. allow yourself to be permeable
*ouch*
& step right into the ocean or fire
of your choice).
It may seem beyond you.
It's not.
THE WILDNESS
WHATEVER IT IS
HOWEVER IT IS SHOWING UP
LET IT MOVE THROUGH YOU
The most important thing to remember
is this:
The Mother is working.
She has your back.
She is working on something big
& it takes a minute.
Do what you can to be calm & assured.
Here is a tiny little meditation
from my a class I led this afternoon.
Takes a minute & it's an anxiety buster.
Just in case you need it.
We are opening a whole new cycle of time.
It does not feel "right"
but don't be fooled.
PLEASE REMEMBER THIS ~
most forms of anxiety are learnt
& based on the experiences of others
that have come before you.
The Fear that entered me on Sunday nights
belonged to my parents,
who inherited their Fear from the world
of their childhood & parents,
who inherited from their parents,
well, you know, you get the picture.
Aside from personal Fear ancestry,
most anxiety is free-flowing ~
literal rivers of grief.
You can catch it on the subway,
while you are dreaming,
definitely on Facebook.
Make an effort to be clear.
I am not speaking about the state of the union
but I am not NOT speaking about
the state of the union.
I am speaking about all of us.
All of us deeply within
& all of us deeply together.
99% of the time the Fear & Anxiety
you encounter does not belong to you.
You don't need to own it
but you can definitely help move it along
for everyone else.
Instructions below.
Yield to each thing that confronts you,
triggers or redirects you
in a bright, loving, intentional way
& stare into it, without fear as it takes form.
Let it form, even if it hurts.
See it.
It is the resistance of allowing
these huge changes to take form
that is keeping us from really, truly believing in the
possibility of the transcendence of spirit.
Whoa. I'm going to say that again:
It is the resistance of allowing
these huge changes to take form
that is keeping us from really, truly believing in the
possibility of the transcendence of spirit.
Penetrate to the core of each thing you encounter.
Let your focus, love & concentration
be so generous, it opens every obstacle.
Make a vow. Then make it tender.
No beating yourself up.
That same generosity for every obstacle ~
ummm probably that first obstacle is YOU.
Be a crucible of love.
You can be so much bigger.
You can.
We can.
& in the meantime
yes
yes yes yes yes yes
we are back . . .
come & sit with us
THE HEART CHAPEL:
Family Ceremony
Flower Blessing & Limpia
w/ Kathe & Nola
Friday, March 10
7 - 11 pm
Golden Light Yoga
231 Norman Ave. #511
Greenpoint
an evening invocation
of the Divine Mother
incorporating
simple everyday medicine work:
sound, prayer, breath, intent, stillness,
eye contact, energy clearings,
flower malas &
cacao & rose offerings
a meditative & ceremonial practice
amazing snacks to follow
THE FUTURE OF LOVE
incorporating Kundalini Kriya & Meditation
Proprioceptive Writing & Soul Gazing
w/ The Love Artist
Saturday, March 11
11 am - 2 pm
$75
Brooklyn
(write for location)
What do mean when we say
"Only Love is Real?"
New understandings of
the Masculine, the Feminine
& the balance in between
The veil has lifted for all of us.
One thing I am focusing on is more
face-to-face, real time love with ceremony
& teachings coming in March/April
in Miami, New Orleans & Baltimore . . . . .
Let's be together.
XO YOUR LOVE ARTIST
PS Coming up in April:
an intimate online intuitive Astrology course ~
with focus on interpreting the whole picture,
building integrative skills,
understanding your own chart
& reading charts for others . . .
appropriate at all levels,
beginners welcomed
write me for details
PSS Remember,
it is all in your mind,
every last part of it ~
let's make it beautiful.
Let me help you learn how
to choose a clear mind
& a path of integrity.
More info here or write for an appointment.