He's a rugged, hot and dirty-talking alpha. She's fallen helplessly under his spell...until his dark secret threatens to tear him apart.

“It’s getting late,” I say feebly but I sit down anyway, my leg giving a protest of pain.
 
“You need something for that?” he says, noticing my wince.
 
“The scotch will do fine,” I tell him quickly, not wanting him to make a fuss. “But really, I should go.”
 
“Why?” he asks from the kitchen. I hear the top pop off the bottle, the slosh of liquid in the glass. “Where do you have to be?”
 
I have to think about that for a moment. He comes over and holds out the glass. “I won’t keep you here if you don’t want to be here. But if you do want to be here, you don’t need to make any excuses.”
 
I take the glass from him, holding it delicately in my fingers. He stands over me, a massive wall, waiting for some kind of response.
 
“I just…” I begin. “I…” I take a sip for bravery. Swallow. “I’m not very good at this.”
 
“Good at what?”
 
“At…this. Being with a man.”
 
When he doesn’t say anything to that, I look up at him. He’s got a peculiar smile on his face, his brows raised. “You call this being with a man?”
 
I clear my throat, feeling my cheeks grow hot. “I mean. I’ve told you before –”
 
“Yes, how you don’t do relationships, how you don’t do sex.”
 
“I never said I don’t do sex,” I remind him quickly.
 
His eyes never stop searching my face. “Then what is it? What are you afraid to say?”
 
I have the sudden urge to flee and I know it must show because he suddenly points at me and says, “Don’t you dare say you have to go again. I want you to go back to what you said, that you’re not good at this. What is this? Us? You and me? There’s nothing mystifying about you and me, Jessica. You know quite well how I feel.”
 
I stare at him in shock. I do? “How?”
 
He looks off with an air of impatience. “I invited you to dinner, you turned me down.”
 
“But then you said just as friends.”
 
“And I meant it. But there are different types of friends. It’s up to you to decide what kind we are.”
 
I put my drink down with a clunk. “Holy pressure.” And now it’s not just my face going hot but my entire body, flushed from head to toe.
 
“You’re on fire, little red,” he says, his gaze skirting over my limbs in such a hungry way I can almost feel them on my skin. “I have to say, I like this look on you. Hot and bothered.”
 
“Back with the innuendos again,” I comment but my voice is weak.
 
“No, no innuendos this time. You came looking for me tonight not because you wanted to confess but because you want something from me. What is it? What do you want from me? What do you think I can give you?”
 
Jesus. This is so utterly unnerving. His words slice right through me, his eyes still peeling under the layers, trying to get at something I’m not even sure of myself.
 
If I lie, he’ll know. I can only be honest with him.
 
“I want…” I take in a deep breath, my eyes breaking away. “I want…company.”
 
“Company?” He sounds surprised.
 
I nod. “That’s the truth. I’m lonely. And I’m afraid. And I’m tired of being both those things. I want to be with someone who makes me forget who I am. You make me feel fearless in a way I didn’t think possible.”
 
There. That’s the truth. Most of it. It hangs in the air, thickening the tension like flour to stock.
 
He sits down next to me, has a mouthful of Scotch. “Wow,” he says, running his hand over the beard on his jaw. “And here I was thinking you wanted my cock.”
 
I burst out laughing. So does he, a big wonderful bellow. The tension in the room eases up a notch.
 
“Sorry,” I tell him when I catch my breath. “I guess they can both mean the same thing.”
 
He sucks in his lip briefly, his eyes taking a lustful turn. “If you want it to.” We stare at each other for a few heavy beats. Then his focus trails back to my gaze and he says, “Why don’t you stay over?”
 
And there I have it. The chance to know what those full lips would feel like on mine, what his skin would taste like. I swallow hard.