The 1st December is WORLD AIDS DAY
During the hight of the HIV/Aids Epidemic I worked in Canada supporting those who had been affected by the virus and I wrote the following poem.
Life so much taken for granted, that is what they say.
Today I'm declared HIV and I want to runaway.
What will people think? What will people say?
they'll just point the finger and laugh he's gay.
Caught up in my feelings, distraught and despair
is there anyone out there who will show me they care?
What has been revealed is so difficult to bare.
Embrace me, caress me I'll say if you dare.
I to am like you and need to be loved.
Yes I'm HIV oh my heavens above
I to am a human who can love and can care
so reach out your hand and show me your there.
You won't be infected by a loving embrace
or from holding my hand there will be no trace
of the virus you fear and know little about
so put your mind to rest and let go of your doubt.
Show me compassion, show me some love
Hold me and kiss me it's easy enough.
Do just as Christ did and reach out your hand
cause then we're united and loving is grand.
Please listen to my story and acknowledge my pain.
Just laugh and joke with me without needing to gain.
Please love just like Christ did, no conditions attached
Yes a hard thing to do that is a fact.
Step into my life, reveal that your there, yes I'm infected please show that you care.
Lorraine
__________________________________________
ADVENT
What does Advent mean to you?
Is it a serious but calm time, providing a renewed spiritual sense of the coming Feast of Christmas? Or is it a mad scramble to “get Christmas sorted”, preferably before 2.00am on Christmas morning!
Both of our great feasts are preceded by periods which are meant to provide a breathing space before the busyness takes over; and an opportunity to enjoy the anticipation. We all know that Advent is a preparation time; four weeks (give or take) to think about Christmas coming; but to understand Advent we need first to think about what Christmas really means to us. exactly what it is for which we are preparing?
Two of the Gospel writers don’t mention Christmas at all and the other two have such differing stories we might wonder if they are talking about the same person. The reason for this seems to be how each of the writers saw the meaning of Jesus and his ministry. Mark begins his Gospel with John the Baptist baptising Jesus in preparation for his ministry. The Gospel of John places Jesus back in time before Genesis as the Word with God; and then skips forward to the start of his ministry but both of these Disciples see Jesus’s relevance to the world as beginning with his ministry.
Matthew and Luke, however, want us to share in the time before Jesus’s ministry. It is unlikely that anyone was still alive at the time of writing the Gospels who could have known first or second hand the events surrounding the birth and childhood of Jesus (known as the Infancy Narratives). Much of what we read is drawn from the Hebrew Scriptures (Old Testament), as evidenced by references from Isaiah which foretell the coming of the Messiah and the likely events surrounding it.
No-one actually knew that it was going to be the person of Jesus by name; only that a messiah was prophesied as salvation for the Jews and expected to come in a particular way and from a particular place. So, each of the stories we have come to know and love concerning the birth of Jesus come bathed in the history and longing of the Jewish people.
Christmas is about salvation; less about a baby, but more importantly about the man Jesus would become, the teaching he would give us and the life he expected of his followers. Jesus came to change the world! To change our view of God. To turn accepted social norms on their heads, to reverse inequality; and by so doing to bring peace and wellbeing to all people and finally, by defeating death, to gather all people to himself when we pass from this life.
The charming stories we read and re-live each Christmas recognise the beginning of the Christian era, just as long as we don’t remain stuck there. Christmas is for grown-ups too. Perhaps this is something we could consider during Advent, when we have a couple of spare minutes. Christmas is for all of us because anyone can be born, but it takes a real grown-up God to die and rise again.
During Advent let’s offer up a prayer of gratitude for the long-term consequences of the star, stable, the shepherds, the Magi etc.. Supermarket checkouts are good places to offer up silent prayers, but I will write more about that in due course.
Wishing you a calm, happy, blessed and prayerful Advent.
JMC
__________________________________