Keep Praying for Rev. Jeannie
the following was taken from Rev. Jeannie's IG story
I’m trying to figure out how to move forward. How to choose to live the best I can with what I have, for as long as I have it. I was diagnosed with 2 incurable, progressive diseases this year, paired with a long list of other diagnoses’ to accompany them, and I don’t know how to handle it. I have started treatment and palliative care that will likely continue for the rest of my life to slow the progression and hopefully give me the ability to do more than I can now, and hopefully with less pain.
It has stolen so much, and I hate to admit I allowed it to steal my hope too, and I don’t know how to get it back. I have had no words to share, no song left in my heart, just tears... a lot of tears. Anger, frustration and despair have made themselves too comfortable and I have allowed them to.
I know the Spirit prays on our behalf when we have no more words, so I am believing that the Comforter is praying for me, interceding for me and supplicating for me as I know many of you are as well.
I chose a long time ago to give my life to loving and serving my God and His people. God blessed me with the most amazing husband that I don’t deserve and kids that are a dream come true. Our church and our ministry have been our passion, our community, our heart, our family and our life. I know He is not done using me yet, so I need to fight. There are promises still unfulfilled.
Why God has allowed this, I don’t know. When He will deliver me, I don’t know. I think I need time off of social media because it is too hard for me in many ways right now. I will be back, I’m just getting my armor ready. He has called me to be a warrior, so that’s who I am fighting to be.
I still believe He has a miracle for me, and I know He hears prayers. So for that I am so thankful. I will whisper that God is good, no matter what. Until I meet Him and can say it to His face. Thank you for being here in my little corner of the internet and praying and loving me through this. ❤️
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