Student's Corner:
My name is Leah Weiss, and I’m currently studying in MMY (Michlelet Mevaseret Yerushalayim) for my year in Israel.
Ever since I was in middle school I was incredibly self-conscious of my voice. Many of my friends and family always told me that I had a beautiful voice, but I never believed them. I was always scared to sing in front of people, and this fear stayed with me through high school. When it was time for our school-wide performance I tried out for dance instead of the choir. Dance was within my comfort zone and Baruch Hashem I was good at it, but I never faced my fear of singing.
When I heard about the Kedma-YU inter-seminary choir competition I knew this could be my opportunity to face my insecurity, as well as to use leadership skills that I learned throughout my life. I was chosen to be one of the heads and it was stressful, fun, and an eye-opening experience. Everything that my seminary did, could not have happened without my amazing co-heads and friends who helped with the harmonies and song arrangements. We found songs, rewrote lyrics, taught about thirty girls, learned to use many “people skills”, and we gained new friendships as well. On a personal level, I was given a huge opportunity to open up the night with a Dvar Torah, sing the first solo in my choir, and I was privileged to be able to speak again on on behalf of all of the choir heads. I stepped up in a way I never thought that I could.
I firmly believe I have gained a new found confidence by participating and being proactive in the Kedma-YU Inter-Seminary Choir competition. Even though it would’ve been nice to win the competition, I don’t think I would change anything we did. I slowly began to realize it was a lot more than winning. It was about supporting those around me and cheering on my friends from my seminary and other seminaries. We are here in Israel to learn, grow, and help those around us. I personally believe I was able to achieve those goals in one night — and I was given the foundation and direction to do so by participating in the inter-seminary competition. The ability to express my gratitude to Hashem through singing, raising money for underprivileged women in Israel, and letting go of my insecurities was priceless. The Kedma-YU choir competition was a night filled with breakthroughs, Tzedakah, and Hodaya. Thank you for providing me, and all those who it helped, with such an incredible opportunity! I don’t think I’ll ever forget what that night meant to me.
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