Free Falling Into The Abyss Of Shifting Self Identities During Awakening
with Jelelle Awen
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Many worlds you live in and walk in and BE in. Many versions of you show up for each of these worlds. There are the masks to slip on and wear as needed….each ‘world’ requiring something different in energy, tone, response. Parts of you ‘put it on’, you wear it even as it wearies you more and more to be worn like this. You are like a quick change artist, perhaps shifting without consciousness into new OUTfits many times a day.
All these different worlds leave you stretching over the gaps between who you really are and what they expect you to be. The formfitting happens from parts of you that know so well how to do this and have become experts at conforming in this way. Part of you has become a camouflage creature, able to become just like any environment that you are in. You can become the color of the social scenery around you, blend right in. This was the order of the day to survive; this is 3D life that requires a heightened sense of self preservation that is about not being yourself, yet about being like everyone else.
You start to wake up from your sleep walk. You start to SEE through each of these worlds. You visit the sets and stages. You begin to recognize the props and costumes that you are required to wear. You feel where continual suffering is the badge of entry in and the energy needed to remain. You see the others that were once close to you start to fade from your interest as they stay invested in these worlds and you begin to pull out. They may grab at you and you may go back, in a push-pull and mixed feelings conflictual dance with many things learned on both sides.
Sometimes, you feel like a ghost walking once familiar and comforting hallways that can no longer provide you a place to BE in solid form.
Sometimes, you feel like a bull dozer, purposely collapsing these worlds and your place in them….clearing the way for the NEW.
Sometimes you are a phoenix…rising from the ashes of all this fiery wreckage to BE reborn without constraints or limits.
Sometimes you are a little child, just sobbing in the corner as you wait for a parent to take your hand and show you the way home.
There are no straight lines to follow or linear directional paths to navigate this shifting and sorting out of your worlds. Increasing LOVE for yourself and with others and with the Divine provides heartlines that you can use to navigate in the lost moments. The heartlines disappear at times too, as they are meant to as these are the moments where you inner strength truly grows.
You are free falling into the abyss of lost self identity as the roles fall away, along with the attachments and the rules and expectations too. Yet, you begin to trust more and more that you will land on the soft soil of your own soul’s kNOWing and into the arms of the Divine.
You begin to find your home.
You more often return to love as THIS is the world that offers the most nourishment. And, you start to remember how always will you return, eventually, to the love that you actually ARE!
Much love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels.
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Lion's Gate 8/8 Activation Codes
Group Transmission
August 8th, 2019 at 10am PDT on Zoom
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The focus of this group on Thursday, August 8, 2019 at 10:00am PDT is to connect to the Lion's Gate passageway. Lion's Gate is also known as "Ascension Christmas" as it offers highly activating, next level gifts of activations and codes to support you to move into your higher timeline. Lion's Gate creates a bridge to the codes that you've been receiving during the last months of Eclipses, SOULstice, and other cosmic/Gaia/SOULar energy fluctuations.
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Meet Your Inner Protector
Guided Meditation and Sharing Circle
August 6th, 2019 from 6-8pm PDT in Victoria, BC
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Join us for a guided meditation and sharing afterwards! We will lead you in a powerful, high-vibrational guided meditation to connect to your Inner Protector. Your Inner Protector is a powerful part of you that has been with you since birth. They formed to help you interface with 3D life and have many strategies to manage your life and emotional/spiritual bodies.
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Four Day Equinox Gathering
with Raphael and Jelelle Awen
September 20th-23rd, 2019 in Victoria, BC
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Come join us in the beautiful New Lemurian grids of Victoria, BC for a four-day SoulFullHeart community gathering this September, 2019…..Gathering starts at 10:00am on Friday the 20th of September and goes through 5pm on Monday the 23rd. This four day gathering offers the opportunity to immerse into your soul and heart realities in a deep, powerful, and transmutational way.
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In this third video of Digesting Disclosure, Raphael and Gabriel deepen the discussion they had from the previous video. They touch upon the ideas of worth and forgiveness when it comes to how to move into a higher frequency when it comes to Disclosure.
The reactions that we have are invariably centered inside of us as a reflection of our own relationship to worth and forgiveness. How we respond externally is how we feel about parts of us internally. This Inner Disclosure is where the power and healing reside.
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On ‘Mary Magdalene Day’: A Celebration Of Her Love & Frequencies
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By Kalayna Solais
She is the sound of drums in the dance of ritual.
She is the beating heart of a woman falling in love.
She is the robes and cloak and flowing silks of the...
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July Crop Circles UPdate: Bridge To Galactic New Year & Lion's Gate
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By Jelelle Awen
July Crop Circles UPdate: There have been 35 crop circles offered to us during this very busy 2019 summer season. You can see them all at...
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Leaving The Prickly Nest For Love
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By Raphael Awen
I’m learning what feels like a kindergartners lesson on one hand, and feels like the most advanced stuff I’ve ever heard on the other: When I’m (a part...
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Giving Your Inner Teenager What You Needed As A Teenager
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By Kalayna Solais
Holding the Inner Teenager inside of you means having an experience of holding yourself during a time in your life when all you...
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By Raphael Awen
Joy isn’t a state of being as much as it is a state of flow. Flow is about what you are letting in and what you are letting out of your life. Increased joy will...
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Your Heaven Exists In The NOW
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By Raphael Awen
In my lifetime this life, I’ve gone from fearing I wouldn’t go to heaven when I die, to being assured I’d go to heaven when I die, to now...
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By Jelelle Awen
In 5D NOW…every moment that love is chosen over fear. When the resistances are moved through and out of to experience the openings...
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What You Really Want Is Love
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By Raphael Awen
What you really want is love. Things we call ‘attachments’ are only placeholders that parts of us hold onto as love until something better shows...
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Finding Love In The Darkness
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By Gabriel Heartman
In the Darkness, the Light of Love can be found when you choose to let it in despite the pain. It is actually the pain itself that cracks open the heart...
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