I want to elaborate on the the passage above in Psalm 22. Many scholars believe that this passage is a prophetic utterance of the Spirit of God through David as to the crucifixion of Jesus and what he experienced on the cross. I believe that to be true. His words are heartbreaking. You can hear the anguish of his soul as he describes his torturers. There is no more vulnerable image in all of scripture. And it was experienced by our Savoir and Lord, Jesus Christ. No wonder He is called our sympathetic High Priest (Hebrews 4:15).
He does not withhold his anguish from the Father as he is crying out his pain, fear and utter helplessness. He even calls his life, “precious” in verse 20. That’s so beautiful to me because most who’ve been victimized don’t feel that way about themselves at all. He is agonizing over what’s being done to Him and detailing every moment. This is not a sin. It is a model for us who have been wounded. It’s an example of what we are to do when we feel vulnerable. We are to cry out our sorrow to the Lord.
We call out to Him to come sit with us in our pain, acknowledging it’s impact on our souls, relationships and the way we interact in the world. Reaching out to the only Comfort that can heal. Of course, the outcome is not to stay in our pain, but to honor it and give dignity to where we’ve been and the impact on our lives. This doesn’t keep us in our pain, but allows Jesus lordship over it so He can integrate it into a story of redemption not defeat.
Redemption is God’s specialty. Look at Paul. A man who was a murderer, out of ignorance, but became the most revered apostle of the Bible. Look at Hannah. She was not able to bear children and was mocked for it, but she poured out her anguish to God and he gave her a son, who became the most powerful prophet in Israel’s history. God is all about taking the broken things and redeeming them. And he does the same with us!
Don’t fear your vulnerability but acknowledge it, invite God into it and let him redeem it and make it the most beautiful part of your story!