When I first moved to Paris for a semester of study abroad in 2014, one thing in particular frightened me. Being an Asian woman and having spent the majority of my teen years in the US drinking in the tap water of racism — a way of perceiving yourself and being perceived by others that was banal at best and deadly at worst — I expected the French, the majority being white Europeans, to be irrevocably racist. If they were anything like their European-American counterparts, I felt like I needed to gird myself for a certain amount of mockery and rejection.
After six years in France, I’ve experienced, like many others in my position, isolated incidents of racism. I have been followed by a man who hissed sexist and racist epithets in my ear. I have heard mocking ni-haos from men on the street implying that my very existence was an aberration. This past year, the pandemic has also engendered a particular strain of anti-Asian racism similar to that of the US and the UK, with Asians being targeted by violent hate crimes as Twitter posts encouraged people to “attack every Chinese person” in the Paris region.
Yet I found that my experiences surrounding race in France didn’t necessarily reinforce my original assumptions. Instead, they led me to ask new questions about the concept of race itself, and the way we use race to identify ourselves and others. Barring a few exemptions, it is illegal in France to collect ethnic or "racial" data. The official French line is that there’s no biological or genetic basis for the existence of different human races. Even in contemporary sociological terms, this type of break-down is perceived by many as a threat to national unity: While some argue that collecting community-specific statistics would help fight systemic discrimination, others worry that this kind of information could be twisted and employed against marginalized groups, like the registers used by French collaborationist police to identify and deport “foreign Jews” during the Second World War.
Of course, removing the word “race” from the constitution, like France did in 2018, doesn’t erase the reality of racism in the country, but it also wasn’t intended to do so. Instead, it was a symbolic act that sought to delegitimize ideas of radical, essentialized difference between humans – this “othering” that leads to acts of racism. After being haunted by the constant specter of racism in America, in France I experienced a certain freedom from my racial identity in my everyday interactions with others. Instead, the people I met were interested in my cultural identity as a Taiwanese-American.
While race was always employed against me as a form of violence, culture was a birthright self-determined by a people while also being a gift open to all. Instead of erecting barriers, culture created bridges. This is what led me to start ChopChicks in Paris, a blog that helps people discover the city’s rich and diverse Asian food scene. Living in Paris and spending time with people from many different national backgrounds — German, Algerian, Congolese, Chinese — I also came to realize that the way people experience and identify (or not) with the idea of race differed vastly from person to person, culture to culture; a strong rebuke of the fixed categories and the power dynamics that I was inculcated with as an Asian-American.
I wonder if racism is so crude because the idea of race, the host that enables the parasite’s survival, is itself crude, subsuming complex individual and cultural identities into fixed groups with intractable differences. Maybe the notion and primacy of race today is itself a product of historical white supremacy that has made us forget that, in reality, we are one. DL
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Diana asks:
How much should we define ourselves and others by race?
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