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Taking the road less travelled 


By Fiona van Rensburg (Portal of Alchemy)


I was born into a Spiritual family. Knew of lots of Spiritual truths at a young age, and was Initiated by an Indian Master at the age of 21, was vegetarian for 13 years and meditated daily. However I was Spiritually under cover as in the 70’s and 80’s one couldn’t openly talk about the stuff that I knew with those around me.


My parents both being entrepreneurs encouraged me to study BComm at the University of Potchefstroom, after school which I did. I worked inthe Commercial Property Industry, achieved 2 diplomas from Wits and Universityof the Free State as a Commercial and Industrial Property Specialist, followingthat, with the decline in Property Industry when there was a massive interestrate hike I moved into the Long Term Insurance Industry as a Financial Adviser afterwhich I moved into the Banking and Trust Industry when I obtained my Post GradDiploma as a Certified Financial Planner and worked myself up to National SalesManager for Fiduciary Specialists Group. I was divorced with 2 children aged 1and 3 before I reached 30.


At which state I had my spiritual awakening. I read every spiritual book I could lay my hands on and attended every Intuitive workshop and later worked myself up to Reiki Master level in my spare time.


Around 2006 my late granny, who passed away when I was 9years old, came through and told me that I’m alien to this world, I usually don’t incarnate here often as I find in harsh. She explained to me that when I incarnated I turned my emotional body to full blast, and what that means is when other people go though an experience, to them it feels like a pin prick, when I go through the same experience it feels to me like an amputation. She saidt hat I’m not to follow the path that those travelled before me, I’m to find my own way. I am to teach by setting an example.  I’m part of an experiment as a front runner, to see if the first wave of humans can live in 4D and 5D energies within this 3D world. Which up to then was unheard of.  


The year after my ex-husband passed away, leaving me to raise our 2 children on my own. They were 9 and 11 at that time. It was this traumatic event that shook me at my core and when I seriously had  a relook at where my life was going. I had a deep yearning to find my life purpose. To understand why I came her and start living it. I kept having dreams of failing English at that time. I knew it to be a sign that I’m failing to communicate that which I came to communicate. I was talking about death for 5 years doing Wills and Estate Planning.






I was given an opportunity to attend one of Dr John Demartini’s Breakthrough experiences, which set me on a whole new course. I had a look at my value system and realised that where I was it felt like my soul was dying and something needed to change. Finding my own true North. So I left corporate. I remember resigning in a leap year, the company wanted to know who headhunted me and how much more they were offering me, as they were prepared to be at the offer. But I left for no better opportunity, just a knowing this was not what I was meant to nor wanted to do anymore.  Figuring out what we came here to do, what our purpose is, is sometimes a process of elimination. Learning what’s not for you, what extinguishes your fire and uninspired you.  I ended up relocating to Durban in 2008 with my 2 children, not knowing 1 person, just the desire for a fresh start. After working as an Office Manager in a Trust company for a year and a half, I took a week leave and did healings that I trained to do in 2007 during that time. I was sold, the difference that I could see in people before and after a session was remarkable, I could see it, feel it and the feedback I received convinced me that this is what I am to do. This is what I came here for, so I decided to bite the bullet and start my own business June 2010.


Over this time I’ve done lots of work on myself. Found out by my Red Indian Guide Red Eagle that we come from a Blue Plane, we do healings there and we came down here to heal. He told me of our life times together as Shaman and that I usually live where there is water. All my signs are water. Later on I gotten to realise that Archangel Michael and Raziel are the Archangels that work with me. They told me that my Planet of Origin is Pleiadies and later I found out that I also have origins in Orion, Lyra and Neptune. I’m connected to Merlin, St Germaine and the Wizzards in the places of my origin. I was told that I was an old soul can came to end off cycles in this planet to move onto higher levels of consciousness. So I got to understand why I was drawn to healing, alchemy, and have a deep understanding of esoteric and spiritual principles.


Now 13 years on and all I can say is that it hasn’t been the easiest of paths nor easiest of journeys, but it has most definitely been the most rewarding. We cannot take any material wealth with us one day when we leave, but what we build up on the Spiritual, we take with us. We continue from the levels and vibrations that we Spiritually reach in this lifetime.  What we get to clear and master this time around we don’t necessarily have to repeat. We can clear stuff for 7 generations forward and 7 generations backward. That’s why I followed the road less travelled. To change things for myself and for my children. Wanting only the best for them and not for them to repeat old patterns of family Karma.


What does it mean to take the road less travelled? It means you follow the beat of your own drum. You do what makes your heart sing, what makes you happy, what gives you soul satisfaction, what lights your soul on fire. You do what’s on your highest value system. While I was following other peoples dreams, climbing the corporate ladder, in a ‘dog-eats-dog’ kind of world, it felt that my soul was dying, due to the work that I did, going against my own personal levels of integrity and how I think people should be treated. It felt like I was selling my soul and what I received in return it wasn’t worth it, was never enough. Left me dissatisfied. Wasn’t what was important for me. Wasn’t what I wanted to be know for. Lacked compassion.


So many times when clients come to see me, I hear how their parents have brought them up to believe that they should to become a Doctors, or a Lawyers, or CA’s because their parents think that would be a good job/career for them,  ‘to tell their friends their child is a ___ or a ___ that’ and feel elevated in the experience. Not taking into consideration what the child’s interests are, their personal God given gifts and abilities and passions they come with and to build on that. People get trained to follow the money, doesn’t matter how unhappy, stressed or lifeless it makes them feel.


Most people just end up existing, not necessarily living at all. That was one of the reasons I resigned. I got a degree my father thought was best for me. I followed in my mom’s footsteps into the business world. Although I’ve learned a lot from these experiences, the biggest thing I learned is that it’s not for me, it didn’t make me happy, I felt no level of personal satisfaction and I just knew deep down inside that there must be more to life than this. My parents discouraged the road less travelled. My dad said he knows no light worker that earns a decent living. My mom said not to follow my passions, I need to get and keep a real job and earn a salary to take care of my kids.


My response in my mind. ‘’Well, I don’t need an example, I’ll be the example. I’ll show you that it can be done. I’ll do it so others can be inspired and do the same’’. What I mean by that is, people think that something is impossible, a record is set, and for a time no one can come close to it and then someone else tries to break it. They endeavour to break the record and one day someone does. That which was once seen as impossible in a person’s mind becomes possible then. Sometimes people just needs to see that it can be done. And then many people reaches it.


My mother had a belief system that we cannot follow our passions and dreams. We need to make grave personal sacrifices for our children. Do as everyone else does. It’s the safer option.  I couldn’t just exist anymore, I had this deep yearning inside to do something with meaning. Something that would make me come live, where I knew I made a difference. And life has taught me what was important for me and what not.


We are to find out how we can make this world a better place for ourselves and others. But what is it, that holds us back from experiencing it?  The limitations we place upon ourselves.  Not taking personal responsibility for our own lives, our own happiness, and dreams. We get taught at school that we don’t know. Others know and others have the answers and we need to find it from them or in books or google, or a qualification, or what. Yet that’s the furthest from the truth. It lies within us and we do know. Help people to know what they know, is what I would like to get more involved with, I love empowering people.


I find that people don’t listen to themselves, they don’t realised what they tell themselves, what they believe about themselves and what they believe about their lives. In my consultations I first listen to people, they reveal everything about their personal beliefs and feelings to me and I help them with it. I listen, and sometimes think, wow… listen to yourself… all your answers are there…


What had led me to my true life path was deep soul searching,


My Light Work has been built as a consequence of my life experiences. I had to learn how to work with Spirit. How to drop the self-doubt and how to fully and completely trust in the unknown, the unseen, that each step gets ‘Divinely guided’ and what ‘Divine Timing’ means. Experiencing life for myself gave me the tools to help others. So in these writings I share some of my personal experiences and lessons learned along the way.


When we judge another it is a set-up of duality we get to experience by being here on Earth. A lesson I learned when I attended Dr Demartini's Breakthrough Experience was that all humans are alike. We each have a light and dark side. We all are good and bad, right and wrong, sinners and saints. We have duality within us. Have you ever said 'I'm in two minds about....' By holding a judgement against a person or situation is by not acknowledging that aspect within yourself. He who has no sin, let him cast the first stone.


I learnt, in life there is no right or wrong and we cannot judge one another for there is appropriateness in everything we come here to experience and learn. We each have varying characteristics of strengths and weaknesses. How boring would it have been if we all were the same.  Just by that we give one another purpose. We learn from one another. We were never meant to be copies of one another. Just our true authentic selves.

One of my wishes is for people to become aware of their own self-fulfilling prophecies and curses they place on themselves without realising it. People fear other people yet most of the time they are their own worst enemy. How? would you ask. Well I listen to people daily. Whatever you say after I am, you make yours/your reality/your future instructions for yourself. Your body listens to your set of instructions either via thought or spoken words. If you say “I am so sick and tired of this, that and the other. ”And then wonder why you are prone to becoming sick, or am tired all the time. “I am sad” repetitively and wondering why you have difficulty in stopping the tears or getting out of a depressed sate. “I’ve always worried, it’s what I do”, and those people don’t know a life without worrying, constantly anxious.


Some people never get to experience peace and harmony. Living in a trusting way and going with the flow. They try and control their lives, other people’s lives and outcomes and then wonder why it’s such hard work. Why they are tired. We are not here to control, but to live a conscious and aware life in the now moment, not fearing the past or worrying about the future. The saying ‘we’ll cross that bridge when we get there’, is just how you should approach life.  The bridge will present itself when the time is right. I am often amazed at what people conjure up to worry about.


The more I live in sync with the universe in the flow of things, the more I find myself at the right place at the right time, doing the right things, with the right people. It all happens effortlessly. And I’ve proven it over and over again. It’s beautiful. I teach and encourage others todo the same. Letting go of control has been the most liberating things that I’ve done. I am blessed. I am grateful. And so can you be. Just realise what limitations you place on yourself and others and allow them to show you a different result.


Have you heard some people say “I Am that I am” and wondered what it meant. Well I am what I am = I am the beginning. I am the end. I am Alpha. I am Omega. I am pure consciousness. I am the Universe. I am everything. Everything is mine. I am the body. The body is mine. I am the soul, and the spirit. The soul and the spirit is mine. I am the creator of all things, and all things are mine. I am the father, the son, and the Holy Ghost. I am the window of the soul. The soul is me. It is what it is No particular thing, yet everything at the same time.


Watch your words, deeds and emotions. Lift yourself higher. Be all that you can be. Start by affirming daily “I Am that I AM”. It’s to remind you, there is more to you. It’s to break through your own set of limitations.


So to end off I would like to invite those who feel lost, or that there is more to life than they currently living, or who would like to find their purpose their passion and to live it fully, to come see me, let me help guide you back to who you really are and feel proud of yourself. Let me assist you to connect you with your Guardian Angels. Let me assist you to your highest and greatest human potential in this lifetime. Let me help you to help yourself. I love empowering people. I love seeing people’s lives change for the better for having followed my guidance.


I have support groups on WhatsApp +27827881413 and on Telegram https://t.me/joinchat/GKgmBJSJIbMRABoi follow the link.


I have monthly on-line meditation circles on power dates for upgrades, message me if you would also like to be part of the group. At a fee of R220 pm


Love and light

Fiona van Rensburg

Emotional Healer, Transformational Coach, Intuitive Empath Energy Healer and Metaphysical Teacher




13th Anniversary Special


To the first 13 people who book and pay for appointments in June, I’ll discount their rate of R1,500 to R1,000 (saving R500). Message me if you would like to be one of the 13, let’s set up your appointment and assist you on your journey.


I’m based in Pinetown, Durban, KZN for In-person sessions Google Maps link:

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My On-line sessions are done either via Zoom or WhatsApp Video call.


Individual sessions on offer:

* Quantum Conversations & Spiritual Guidance

* Couple's Spiritual Counselling

* Alchemy Healing

* Chakra balancings / Reiki

* Past life regression healing

* Hypnotherapy and journey work

* Spiritual Development Program


Group work  on offer:

* Monthly On-line Portal date

Meditations via Zoom 1/1 ;2/2; 3/3; 4/4; 5/5; 6/6; 7/7; 8/8; 9/9; 10/10; 11/11; 12/12

Can pay-as-you-go  R220 pm


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Namaste

Fiona van Rensburg

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